The time has passed once again to see the morning sky,the darken clouds that seem to form way before the time For timesyou thought ,for timesyou always knew,that your parents always hated you and after that it always grew.You cut yourself to ease the pain,you talk about a death that never came.
Forever dressed in black,forever dressed in red,forever you think that your parents were dead.You walk the streets alone,and talked about as your gone,and you think will this ever end and on the corner you see a friend.
She comes and hugs you,she comes and smiles,she comes and tells you she hasnt seen you in awhile,she looks you in the eyes and tells you the truth,and then she tells you how great you look.You smile for the first time
The very next day you wake up in style to see the sun shining in your eye.Soon you get a call and then you hear your best friend Sarah had just been killed.You hang up the phone and feel the pain,all of your friends have been killed.
You go to her funeral just to see her family.Her mom approaches you and gives you a note she tells you to read it and find some hope.You read it out loud and in it,it said if you have this i am now dead. I wanted to tell you,I wanted to say, how much ive loved you day after day.I know its to long, i know its to late to ask you on this very sad day.
You read it and start to sob,you see a knife and start to charge,you cut yourself slice after slice until you drop dead from bleeding to death and on the note beside you it said
FOREVER I SAW,FOREVER I LOOKED,FOREVER I KNEW,FOEVER THE DAYS WE TOOK,I KNOW I WAS WRONG NOT TO TELL AND NOW I MUST FACE THIS DEATH AS WELL
Letting go of everything you once loved is very hard to do but holding on to things that make you feel like the world has giving up on you is pointless.
Tyesha Marie McIntyre born March 4, 1995 signed over to the government four days after birth name changed to Rosemarry Marie Webb life changed to fit foster parents own personal life style Changed to different family Name also changed back Tyesha Marie Bonner
Born into a world with no one to call family except her beloved twin brother Beatin up everyday at school came home to an abusive family.
Everyday when I grew up I would cry myself to sleep but now I know that even when life hands you the worst it possibly has to offer you have to make the best out of it :)
Tyesha Marie Fashion Designer, Photographer, Planner, Singer, Dancer, and Writer :)
The world is my canvas and I paint the picture no one else :)
The words escape the mouth of a broken soul The tears began to pour out of the eyes of a lonely child
As she sits alone she wonders how her life could have been She pictures living in a house with wonderful memories instead of living in a decent home full of hatred. She always wanted to veiw the world to the fullest it could give but was always held back by the chains within. "I dont see how you have friends, you shouldnt be out in the world" the lonely girls father spoke to her and she began to cry because she thought to herself. Maybe what he is saying is true, maybe I wont amount to anything, maybe life isnt the best thing.
Words are the worse as form of fighting, you can heal from a physical wound but there is a chance you can never heal from a mental wound.
As the days grow shorter and the night grows longer she has no one who she can talk too, not anymore.
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